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“We are all so much together, but we are all dying of loneliness.” — Albert Schweitzer
What Happens When You’re Doing Everything Right
Treina Saint shares her experience of living independently—going to work, exercising, traveling alone, and attending brunch regularly.
She feels confident and self-sufficient. Yet, she still feels lonely.
She visits Roost in Buffalo, a restaurant where she is a regular. Staff members like Paige and Martin greet her warmly. But conversations with strangers remain brief—often limited to a polite hello.
How a Single Moment Changes Everything
On Christmas Eve in Asheville, she sits at the bar. A couple moves into the seats beside her.
They say, “We are not going to let you sit alone.”
Terry and Al begin a conversation. They offer her a detailed itinerary of things to do in Asheville. They exchange numbers and invite her to meet them later.
Later, they invite her to dinner. On Christmas Day, she declines due to travel plans—but still feels the weight of their kindness.
Why the Loneliness Persists
She lives in Buffalo for nine years. Many people there have deep, long-standing social circles built over decades of shared life events.
Invitations to homes are common, but they rarely develop into lasting connections. Months or years pass between interactions.
Being friendly is different from making space for someone in your life. She doesn’t blame others—only recognizes a gap in permanence.
Where Does the Loneliness Come From?
She wonders: Is it her personality? Or the place she lives?
She considers moving to a city with more newcomers—people who have no established circles and are also seeking connection.
She questions whether a new environment could make room for more genuine interactions.
She acknowledges that a new city won’t fix everything. She still carries tendencies to interpret silence as rejection and to wonder what she could have done differently.
What Can Help?
She notes that shared interests—like volunteering, dancing, or dog walking—can create new connections.
These activities don’t guarantee friendship, but they offer opportunities for genuine interaction.
She writes regularly to fill time. But she still lacks someone to share those hours with.
Key Takeaways
- Independence does not equal connection.
- Being seen matters more than being alone.
- Place and community shape how people form relationships.
- Loneliness can persist even when daily routines are well-structured.
- Small gestures—like a stranger making space—can create lasting emotional relief.
She ends with a quiet question: If something happened to her, how long would it take others to notice?
She accepts that she gets to be ‘me’—without needing approval from anyone else. That is a form of self-respect.
Her story reflects a broader truth: loneliness is not always about lack of effort. It can be about the absence of presence, recognition, and continuity in human relationships.
For readers struggling with similar feelings, the article suggests trying shared activities or reaching out in small, consistent ways.
More reflections on connection and self-awareness are available at Treina Saint’s site.
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